Where am I going?
Where am I heading to?
What am I looking for?
What am I doing now?
What happen to me?
Am I that disgusting?
I don't treat people nice and politely enough?
Did I dictate everything?
Did I always thought that my decisions was the best and others are junk?
What have I done for my entire life?
Am I too strict to myself?
Am I doing the wrong things?
What should I do to cover it up if I done it badly?
Should I be more demanding?
Should I be more confident?
What if I am over confident? I am afraid of that.
I am afraid of losing everything I have now. I am truly appreciating everything I have now.
People who don't appreciate will be punish.I believe.agree?
I know I have bad habits, but I have tried very hard to change.In fact, I am still like that.However, I am still trying.
Someone please tell me what to do?
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Well,here I am once again to update my blog.Nothing much happen recently, I having tons of pressure in my studies as my finals are coming and fear that I will fail for my first semester.Darn.Plus, yeah...my mum having some problem regarding her health...I was worried about her at first, but now I think she knows how to manage it safely, I hoped.Other than that, I have finished most of my midterm paper.I know, it doesn't look good at all to me.Most of us always thought that uni's life will be better but for me,especially studying in professional fields is a nightmare.There is a difference between studying theory and studying concept, to those who doesn't understand, you will know later when you reach my stage.Is true that I can barely breath after my new semester started.What to do?I had made my choice for my future and my future plans*(thats secret),so...no regret.
To my sweet heart,
You didn't choose the wrong path for all this while but you are heading into a better future. A person will never get better if he/she doesn't know the meaning of the word 'bitter'. Money isn't everything dear. To me,money is just to fulfill our needs.I love you always no matter what.
Back to my story,
where was I?Oh ya, I have found 1 of my long time favourite but long lost song since I don't remember the title of the song. 'Always' is the title from Bon Jovi.They are my favourite after The Scorpions.Besides that, I have also uploaded a few songs in the player.I think thats all from me today.Take care and enjoy...
Back to my words 'I live to create history.'Ridiculous? but this is my top aim.
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I am now blogging in front of my monitor.Well,I reached home.No offense,I felt so boring and empty here.If I really can choose I will still prefer to stay at malacca to accompany my wong dai.I really miss her.Other than that,I am looking forward toward our anni...sigh.I felt so guilty every time I came back to kl every time,I felt like dumping her at home and come back here don't know for what.I really miss her...sigh.I wishes she is now be side me.
Took few shots before I came back...
I LOVE YOU ETERNALLY
MY SILLY WONG DAI,FOREVER
YOU ARE MY SPECIAL ONE
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Elliott Yamin Wait For You Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
[Bridge]
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be
[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Wait For You Lyrics
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
[Verse 2]
It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.
[Bridge]
Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough
[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
[Bridge]
So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do
[Chorus]
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
I'll Be Waiting
I heard of this song from the radio.The lyric is nice..meaningful. :)
By the way,I am having my 1 week time holiday now.I am free to hang around kl in this 1 week time..contact me if anyone interested.Life at home is full with boringness and emptiness..sigh..is time to buck up my studies this week too..I left out quite a lot..uni got no life
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