Fencing
DATE: Wednesday, July 19, 2006 | TIME: 12:59 AM
TUESDAY!!!A day that I always had nightmare.Well,I got my class started on 8.a.m till 6p.m and I got only 2 hours of break separately.Sigh,yesterday was a nightmare to me too.after my stressful class,I got my fencing class on 8 at night.Sad right???Anyway,I started to love fence after a stressful day.Is very nice to fence with other people to release our tension by only fully concentrate your focus on your saber.Damn it,i just love to fence.So about this few days...sigh...sad to say...very sad...and disappointing with this girl name yin chao if i am not mistaken,the girl i used to describe as 'cyndi wang'...sigh...don't want to mention about it...damn sad wey...
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Horror Movie
DATE: Monday, July 17, 2006 | TIME: 12:51 AM
Well,wassup guys?How have been you guys doing today?Wishing you guys have a nice day here.(crapping....).So,let me update my blog then.It was on Saturday,yea...my gang n I was thought of having pirates of the carribean at night.I wanted to stay at home actually and not going out so early somemore was during dinner time.I wanted to spend some time with my family.I don't really spend time with them everytime i went back to kl actually...(show some sympathy la)until Eric was begging me to go and wanted to line their cars in front of my house.Hong Shen came early to my house to pick me up.Well...there was no reason for me to say no actually...sigh.Unfortunately,the ticket was fully booked and sold out when we had reached in front of the counter at Sunway Pyramid.Suddenly Hong Shen suggested to watch Re-cycle.It was a horror hong kong film starting by our local actress Lee Xin Jie.Though there was some objection especially from Kai Xiang whom rather to drift 100 times on the street than watching movie(he really has that ability,cool...),he said.At the end,majority won.So we bought our ticket and went into the theater.Kai Xiang sat beside me...from the moment that the movie played,that fellow had been using his hand to covered his eyes and his ears...sometimes...while we was enjoying our movie...i had tried to pulled his hand off then he kept begging for not removing his hand away from his eye:don't play la,i very scare la...haha...in fact,that movie doesn't consider as a horror movie to me anyway,was sort of adventure movie me.After that movie,it was only about 12a.m.It was very early,to us la...So as usual,went to our favorite place,Asiacafe.The heaven of playing fusball with my gang.Never fail to go there every weekend.While John and I playing one on one,there was a girl suddenly pop out beside me asked:you guys mind to play with me?two on one?.In fact,that was the last ball taht we are playing.I told her:but this our last ball wo...Then she replied:oh...is ok then.She walked away then but she seems to be lonely over there.pity her also...after that we went to the 1st floor looked for the others.Aik Sin wanted to play fusball too...So Eric,Aik Sin and I went up again for fusball.I told them about the girl.However I partner with Eric against Aik Sin.Then i saw that girl again watching people fusball.So i asked to have some fun with us then.She agreed and came to us.Her fusball skill was cool...I underestimated her actually.this gave me another lesson,never ever underestimate the female spesies.We intro ourself while playing.Her name was Christine same age with us and she is from HELP institute taking cambrige A-levels.Anyway she is not my type of girl actually...rich's man daughter.Honestly guys,I was just looking for somebody to flirt around and she came at the right timing :P...bleuk...haha
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who am i?
DATE: Saturday, July 15, 2006 | TIME: 1:00 AM
well today is friday,sorry is yesterday.i woke up early in the morning.In fact,i have lost the ability to wake up late nowadays.So as usual,i switched on the computer to read some news.Other than that,i was also chatting with sue yin,hot chick in my class :p I had forgot the topic that we went through.Suddenly she mentioned about my personality,she said i am not a loyal person as in those love thingy.I was stood in front of my monitor.I kept asking myself am I that kind of person actually..yes or not?I don't know actually.Maybe you guys can judge me yes if you guys knew i got 6 exes.Am i that kind of person?I really got no idea.U guys judge la.After that question,i kept asking myself...what kind of person am I?loyal?mature?immature?hot tempered?flirty?I really got no idea what kind of person I am man.Her question actually causes a domino effect on me.On the way back to Kl,I was thinking about those question over and over again in the bus.those question was like haunting around me.Anyway,change my topic since it is getting boring...Oh yeah,on thursday...i was suppose to have my english class at the same old venue...thanks to sue yin again...told me and kaveetha the wrong venue.We went far away to that wrong venue and...sigh...we realize that we went to the wrong venue when kavee called up sue yin..and she told us to go back to the fixed venue.So,kavee and I walked all the way back to our class.This is the interesting part,climax of my blog already.While we are on the way rushing to my class,there was a hot girl passing by us.I quickly whispered to kavee:hey kavee,u see...my target.Actually I had met this girl in the bookshop ever since the first day of college,it happened when I went to the bookshop to check out the price of my textbook.From there,i met her.we was staring each other.At the end,we replied each with a smile.I don't actually saw her often in the campus,maybe once or twice a week or we didn't even met each other in a week cause we are in different course.Everytime we saw each other,just smile to each other.I told kaze about her and I described her as 'cyndi wang'(well..i do think she looks like her) but for kaze...keep one giving negative opinion about her:oh god...normal only ma... =.=.Continue my story,she saw me too then smile at each other again.Actually she was also rushing to her class...but i got no idea where was she going...so kavee was shocked.She quickly replied me:omg,she so sweet and chun la,get her number la.I asked her back:do I really have to?Kavee said:go la!Then I quickly turned 180 degree back and ran toward her.Unfortunately,she was like disappeared.I was so disappointed,went back to kavee and told her:i had lost her,no idea where she went...After that,went to my class.Well,is kind of disappointing actually.I missed every chance in every week I met her.Well,maybe this is my first step...hopefully this step is going to stepped...maybe is a new beginnning...hopefully...i am not going to rush for her actually...maybe step by step..just what as kaze said...you will get nothing in the end if you are desperate for it...i truly understand about it...haha...
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Officially Launched
DATE: Sunday, July 09, 2006 | TIME: 7:17 PM
to every of my friends out there...welcome to my second blog...today 9th of july...is an important date to this blog...is officially launched...it doens't mean that i gonna abandon my blog at msn and friendster...i will start using this three blogs together...i hope that everyone will enjoy reading my blogs and drop some comments in it...i will appreciate it very much...do not forget too....leave some message in the chatting box if u guys wan to...enjoy...
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it finally comes to an end..i think
DATE: | TIME: 5:59 PM
Well....lets continue my story.So,i came back to kl from Malacca on friday.I manage to reach my home in the evening,my feeling was still not that unstable.Feel bored at home after settling down my stuff,i decided to go for a walk around my house...why not...it has been a very long time since the last time i went for this kind of walk...from my house...i had walked to my secondary school..then i looked at my watch...i was grumbling...oh god...why is time passing so slow...it only spent me about 10 minute to walk there...is still very early and i still don't feel like going home yet.So i decided to continue my walk...finally i passes by aik sin's house....and...i don't feel the satisfaction yet...after reaching the border of usj 2...i look at the opposite...usj 4...yea...i decided to go over to that side...yea...i really went there...after crossing the busy road..i reached at the indian grocery shop...can feel my lips are drying up...and so..i bought a can of coke...miss that so much...didn't drank that for sometime already...just feel so great to drink something cool in such super hot weather...i walk all the way from my house to usj 4 of course not because to drink coke...then..i walk all the way down to the park...that place is kind of memorial place for me...i sat there and i had spent my whole evening over there alone...i stood at the tree where i still freshly remember that a year ago...i was sitting with ning...i stood at that tree and wondering...then..i told her that:ning ar,i wonder will this tree still remain here when we are at our 70's..then..she looked at me...and smile...nothing had changed much over there...in fact...i was hoping that she would come over also...this was a jackpot and i didn't hit it...so..i sat there until almost 8...where after i saw the sun set...i went back home then...at about 10 in night...john..ivan and yong sen came to my house..asked me to go for a drink...they knew i was sad...after that drink...we walked all the way to taipan at about 12 in the morning already...it sounds crazy i know...had been walking for the whole day...we sat at a spot...talk about life...girls...stuff...they was trying to put my mood back...john was trying with the most effort actually...he said:i don't want to backstab about eric la..but don't you he is a bastard to go after your ex...we know your heart is still with her...we noticed that during the canteen day last week...your face changed suddenly...and i insisted she and i was the past...i never blame eric for that and so so....actually i wanted to cried at that time...but i didn't cause yong sen just beside me...he would tell everybody about that if i cried and misunderstanding among all of us will happen...we talked until 3 something and we walked to ivan's house and he fetched us back...after reaching home..i don't feel like sleeping yet actually...then john sent sms me..asked me to play futsal with the whole gang with them at the morning...is our weekly activity actually to play futsal every saturday morning...i replied him...i told him that i don't want to go...i am afraid that i couldn't myself and i don't want to have mixed feeling...then...i sat on my sofa and listen to my favorite songs by playing my dad's cd through his fantastic hi-fi...i think over and over again about that...i also don't know how many have i think at that morning...i have been thinking..how to deal with eric in the future...enemy?friend?finally i got the answer...i don't want to lose a friend...and my ex got nothing to do with though eric is going after her...this is already the fact actually...and i think from there...i had let my ex go...manage to settle that after 1 year...hopefully...so..i stayed until 6 in the morning only williung to go to my bed...yesterday night...bunch of gang went to asia cafe to play fusball...which i cannot play that in malacca...T.T..and pool...eric came too...in fact...we manage to play pool and fusball together too...from there i believe that everything has already come to an end actually...hopefully...
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7th of july
DATE: Friday, July 07, 2006 | TIME: 12:54 AM
sigh...7th of july...time fly...exactly 1 year...i can't believe it...is going too fast...so today..was my ex's,ning birthday...yea...i still remembered that...i celebrated with her...i bought her a birthday cheese cake for her...she was kinda happy...i gave her a bracelet as her birthday present...from there i almost spent 100 bucks for her...went all around kl and pj to buy her a present...don't really know what she likes...so i just bought her a bracelet...maybe this is fate...she really don't wear bracelet...i didn't know about that until i gave it to her...until yesterday...li shin asked me about some chinese word thingy....then suddenly she mentioned...tomorrow is ning's birthday wo...i said:yea...buy her cheese cake again meh???...well she replied:ning doesn't likes cheese cake la...i was shocked:isnt???...then she said:yea...i was not in my mood and we both usually don't have any topics to chat to ever since i broke up with ning...well...i admit...i do still struggle with her...for all this while i had been lying to myself....i discovered this with i met her last week in my secondary school's canteen day...is somekind of school carnival...you know...so that day...she was on duty guarding the exit..eric pulled my gang n i to play te haunted house organized by her class....i don't really know what is wrong with her...she don't even dare to look at me...not even once althought i was standing beside her...i wanted to spent her a drink since that day was extremly hot...but...sigh...we don't even talk a single word to each other...i was kind of...no..should i say....clearly disappointed with that...eric was intend to go after her...keep talking to her...though i was beside them...i didn't know about that until my mood swings rapidly fast...i don't know what is wrong with me also...maybe is the feeling of jealousy...i was really out of mood...then i called my dad to pick me up from my school and i went all the way to pudu then took my bus back to malacca...for the whole day...including for the first few days...my mood don't seems to be better...but now...feel much more better...in 18 years of life,i had struggled with 2 girls...the 1st girl is stephanie...don't know why...waited for her for 6 years..sounds kinda stupid but don't know la...then ning...exactly 1 year...anyway..i never announce about lauching my blog...only my true friend who really concerned about me excluding my mmu's friends and my cool lecturer,miss lim....sometimes is good to keep a person's privacy...just don't feel like telling this to everyone...whoever visited this blog and read this entry will know what kind of feeling i am having now...so later in the afternoon i will be going back to kl...though i am don't feel like going back...maybe because of this...i clearly understand that she and i was the past...if eric don't go after her...others will do that...but sometimes is hard to control my own feelings...
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1st blog....
DATE: Thursday, July 06, 2006 | TIME: 3:16 PM
well....i was forced to use this blog by my english lecturer,miss lim...yup...i was suppose to start using this blog when i entered mmu...sadly...i was too busy to deal my study for all this while....now...ok...forced to use la...at least i dont let eunice down...helping me to edit this blog...it took us almost 1 month time to finish this...but 1 more thing...is not exactly finish editing yet...i guess i will use this as my second blog...i really have to hard feelings to abandon my current blog...at msn space,
http://ivanau88.spaces.msn.com/personalspace.aspx?_c02_owner=1....it helped me to get through my pass....sigh...i guess this will be my welcome message to my class,PE19....welcome guys...have fun together...and miss lim...hav a nice day...blek...
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