Well, today's story will start like this...I was planning to go back to kl on friday as usual. So, I approaches to the bus ticket selling counter. Surprisingly, every single bus ticket travel from malacca to kl was sold out where this rarely happens. After that, I decided to accompany my girl since she was having classes till 10 at night and my plan going back to kl was dismissed. My intention to go back was again alive when Aik Sin told me that he is going back to Aussie on the next coming weekdays.Leaving me no choice, I had to go back on the next day by taking an early bus since I won't be able to come back that week with my parent going to travel and I have no transport around.Well, I reached home yesterday on noon. I asked my mum about the car which we was planning to buy from my dad's friend.This timing of this case happened was totally wrong,he was having his some big problem in his family and he had stroke after that.Now,lying in the hospital.What can I do then?I asked my mum about buying other car, she kept quiet.Then I asked her to check out about the car loan in every bank,I think she just simply answered me that every bank is having the same interest rate for the car. My parent's intention to get me a car is 0 actually. They always hang these words with their mouth whenever I asked them about buying car, "I will get you a car very soon","I will check it out next week","I don't know where to get you a car,son".When i asked her will I get a car before the end of this month yesterday, she told me that she will check it out next week and that really anger me.Damn it, they are going to Sandakan next weekend and they are telling me they are going to check about my car.Bloody hell,I felt so disappointed.They rather to spend their money meaningless on themselves than buying me a car and that amount of money that they spending every month was enough to get me a Honda City.I am not asking them for that actually,I am just asking for a cheap second hand car where it was not that costly to them at all since I am the one who is coming out with the first payment.I guess that I was an obedient child for all these while.They asked me to sit and I dare not to stand.Let me list a few example,

1st,
Year 1999,remember Y2K?Computers that time are really really cheap.Everyone are afraid of their computer is useless after year 2000.Which kid doesn't dream of having a computer?We went to the IT fair I remembered.But after all,they decided not to buy because it was too expensive to them.
2nd,
Year 2000,I wanted to study at S.M.K Damansara Utama after my primary since most of my friends are heading there after they graduate and I was placed to a school that near to my house.My mum complaint,it was too far and inconvenient to travel up and down everyday plus students there are not that good.Even Nelson talked to my dad,he failed to persuade him.What can I do?listen to them.
3rd,
Year 2005,they was planning to placed me in STPM after my SPM.Once again,I wanted to go to Taylors but they said the tuition fees are too expensive.After some time,I manage to persuade them and I was allowed to study there.But before I manage to register,my cousin and his family was telling them that studying at malacca was a better choice plus they only have to come out with a part of my tuition fees and the rest will be covered with my study loan.At that situation,I have got no choice because I don't want to study STPM.

Words from Joshur woke me up,when I told him that I am going to STPM(before the case about Taylors) where my family cannot afford to send me to college.He told me that it was impossible since I am the eldest child.They will at least have some money for my education.From there, I started to stand up for myself this time.Before deciding to go for MMU,I told them I will go there to study with one condition which is get me a car because I needed a car to travel around and they agreed to get me one.Before I went to malacca,my mum told me that they are looking one for me.Well, I am now studying in my Degree year which is my second year and where is my car?Before my second year started,I told them that if they are not planning to get me a car,never mind.I will rent a house with my friends near the campus and it was tiring to walk up and down from my uncle's house to the campus.The distance to my campus is not near and I am traveling few around per day.I even slept in the campus during my finals.I told them about it.Do they care?I told them about the rental.They immediately told me they will get me a car and so this case goes round and round till now...My second year is a very busy and a very tough year.Most of my classes started on 8 in the morning and ended on 7 in late evening plus someday I will need to participate in my club's activities normally is held on 8 at night.It means I have no time to rest at all.Among all the clubs that I joined,Voices,the debating club in my uni was my favorite club ever since I was inspired from my previous english lecturer when I changed the way I speak and the way I present in my first presentation, I was largely praised from her.My classmate was surprised to see how I spoke.I guess.My girl was stunned.For these while,whenever I need something.I will buy that thing but I will thought of that over and over again.For whose who really know me,I have an expensive taste.Whenever I buy something,I will buy according their financial status and even now every cent I am spending now I will first think about them.I felt so stupid when I knew they used up their money in such a meaningless way.My main purpose to buy a car is that I don't want to depend on my girl whenever I want to travel from a place to another.Am I wrong to forced them to get me a car?Well then,.I decided not to talk about it with them now.They will do it if they wanted.I received some news about GFC members are going to overseas soon.I will have to farewell them.Another friend is leaving I guess and Aik Sin is leaving.There is no point for me to come back to kl again.I guess I will not come back frequently anymore.