my exact birthday?was weeks ago...but today was my so called 'chinese' birthday.My family is going to celebrate it for me...but then...i don't like it...how i wish they just forget about it...they will say we will buy this n that when bla bla bla(with some condition)...bloody hell...dont wan to buy just say so la...i really fucking hate people give me fake hope....somemore another bunch of idiot asking me for money...bloody hell(pissed)...think i am an atm machine...think i got so much of cash to supply them whenever they say so...now...my own personal com also down....bastard...reformat hor?damn the software disc...feel like smashing my hard disc into pieces with de hammer...sigh...birthday ma...no good ar?wat so good..wat so nice...get a chance to cut de birthday cake ar?get the chance to make a wish ar(though is fake...still...many people still wishing)?i just dont like the feeling...maybe i am that kind of low profile fella....sigh....how i wish i am at malacca....maybe my life there will be more simple or boring perhaps...but at least i am satisfy and happy about it...