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it finally comes to an end..i think

DATE: Sunday, July 09, 2006 | TIME: 5:59 PM

Well....lets continue my story.So,i came back to kl from Malacca on friday.I manage to reach my home in the evening,my feeling was still not that unstable.Feel bored at home after settling down my stuff,i decided to go for a walk around my house...why not...it has been a very long time since the last time i went for this kind of walk...from my house...i had walked to my secondary school..then i looked at my watch...i was grumbling...oh god...why is time passing so slow...it only spent me about 10 minute to walk there...is still very early and i still don't feel like going home yet.So i decided to continue my walk...finally i passes by aik sin's house....and...i don't feel the satisfaction yet...after reaching the border of usj 2...i look at the opposite...usj 4...yea...i decided to go over to that side...yea...i really went there...after crossing the busy road..i reached at the indian grocery shop...can feel my lips are drying up...and so..i bought a can of coke...miss that so much...didn't drank that for sometime already...just feel so great to drink something cool in such super hot weather...i walk all the way from my house to usj 4 of course not because to drink coke...then..i walk all the way down to the park...that place is kind of memorial place for me...i sat there and i had spent my whole evening over there alone...i stood at the tree where i still freshly remember that a year ago...i was sitting with ning...i stood at that tree and wondering...then..i told her that:ning ar,i wonder will this tree still remain here when we are at our 70's..then..she looked at me...and smile...nothing had changed much over there...in fact...i was hoping that she would come over also...this was a jackpot and i didn't hit it...so..i sat there until almost 8...where after i saw the sun set...i went back home then...at about 10 in night...john..ivan and yong sen came to my house..asked me to go for a drink...they knew i was sad...after that drink...we walked all the way to taipan at about 12 in the morning already...it sounds crazy i know...had been walking for the whole day...we sat at a spot...talk about life...girls...stuff...they was trying to put my mood back...john was trying with the most effort actually...he said:i don't want to backstab about eric la..but don't you he is a bastard to go after your ex...we know your heart is still with her...we noticed that during the canteen day last week...your face changed suddenly...and i insisted she and i was the past...i never blame eric for that and so so....actually i wanted to cried at that time...but i didn't cause yong sen just beside me...he would tell everybody about that if i cried and misunderstanding among all of us will happen...we talked until 3 something and we walked to ivan's house and he fetched us back...after reaching home..i don't feel like sleeping yet actually...then john sent sms me..asked me to play futsal with the whole gang with them at the morning...is our weekly activity actually to play futsal every saturday morning...i replied him...i told him that i don't want to go...i am afraid that i couldn't myself and i don't want to have mixed feeling...then...i sat on my sofa and listen to my favorite songs by playing my dad's cd through his fantastic hi-fi...i think over and over again about that...i also don't know how many have i think at that morning...i have been thinking..how to deal with eric in the future...enemy?friend?finally i got the answer...i don't want to lose a friend...and my ex got nothing to do with though eric is going after her...this is already the fact actually...and i think from there...i had let my ex go...manage to settle that after 1 year...hopefully...so..i stayed until 6 in the morning only williung to go to my bed...yesterday night...bunch of gang went to asia cafe to play fusball...which i cannot play that in malacca...T.T..and pool...eric came too...in fact...we manage to play pool and fusball together too...from there i believe that everything has already come to an end actually...hopefully...