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7th of july

DATE: Friday, July 07, 2006 | TIME: 12:54 AM

sigh...7th of july...time fly...exactly 1 year...i can't believe it...is going too fast...so today..was my ex's,ning birthday...yea...i still remembered that...i celebrated with her...i bought her a birthday cheese cake for her...she was kinda happy...i gave her a bracelet as her birthday present...from there i almost spent 100 bucks for her...went all around kl and pj to buy her a present...don't really know what she likes...so i just bought her a bracelet...maybe this is fate...she really don't wear bracelet...i didn't know about that until i gave it to her...until yesterday...li shin asked me about some chinese word thingy....then suddenly she mentioned...tomorrow is ning's birthday wo...i said:yea...buy her cheese cake again meh???...well she replied:ning doesn't likes cheese cake la...i was shocked:isnt???...then she said:yea...i was not in my mood and we both usually don't have any topics to chat to ever since i broke up with ning...well...i admit...i do still struggle with her...for all this while i had been lying to myself....i discovered this with i met her last week in my secondary school's canteen day...is somekind of school carnival...you know...so that day...she was on duty guarding the exit..eric pulled my gang n i to play te haunted house organized by her class....i don't really know what is wrong with her...she don't even dare to look at me...not even once althought i was standing beside her...i wanted to spent her a drink since that day was extremly hot...but...sigh...we don't even talk a single word to each other...i was kind of...no..should i say....clearly disappointed with that...eric was intend to go after her...keep talking to her...though i was beside them...i didn't know about that until my mood swings rapidly fast...i don't know what is wrong with me also...maybe is the feeling of jealousy...i was really out of mood...then i called my dad to pick me up from my school and i went all the way to pudu then took my bus back to malacca...for the whole day...including for the first few days...my mood don't seems to be better...but now...feel much more better...in 18 years of life,i had struggled with 2 girls...the 1st girl is stephanie...don't know why...waited for her for 6 years..sounds kinda stupid but don't know la...then ning...exactly 1 year...anyway..i never announce about lauching my blog...only my true friend who really concerned about me excluding my mmu's friends and my cool lecturer,miss lim....sometimes is good to keep a person's privacy...just don't feel like telling this to everyone...whoever visited this blog and read this entry will know what kind of feeling i am having now...so later in the afternoon i will be going back to kl...though i am don't feel like going back...maybe because of this...i clearly understand that she and i was the past...if eric don't go after her...others will do that...but sometimes is hard to control my own feelings...